Friday, December 31, 2010

12.31.2010 2:03PM

happy new years eve.

2010 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?
Stayed single almost the whole year? no
Were involved in something you'll never forget? yes
Tripped over a coffee table? probably
Came close to losing your life? yes
Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live? no
Did something you regret? yes

2010: Friends and Enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? acquaintances
Did you hate anyone? i dont think so
Did you lose any friends? yes

2010: Your BIRTHDAY!
Did you have a cake? yes
Did you get any presents? i dont think so...?
Did you get what you wished for last year? no

2010: All about YOU
Did you change at all this year? yes
Did you change your style? a little
Were you in school? yes
Did you get good grades? good grades = all As. so.. no
Did you drive? yes
Did you own a car? i dont own a car because my parents bought it but its mine.
Did anyone close to you give birth? no..
Did you go on any vacations? yes
Would you change anything about yourself now? maybe but probably not
Did you dye your hair? no, all natural baby

2010: Wrap UP:
Was 2010 a good year? i learned a lot. it was painful.. full of heartbreaks and tears.
Do you think 2011 will top 2010? i hope so.
Best thing that happened in 2010? i really dont know.

IN THE YEAR 2010 I CONFESS THAT I....
Kissed in the snow? no
in the parking lot? yes at the beach? yes in secret? always
Had your heart broken? plenty
Painted a picture? no
Wrote a poem? no
Ran a mile? always
Visited a foreign country? um... no
Cut in a line of waiting people? haha no.. that's messed up.
Told someone you were busy when you weren't? heh :)
Cooked a disastrous meal? yes... too frequently
Lied about how old you were? lol no
Cried yourself to sleep? too many nights

IN 2010 I....
Broke a promise? yes
Lied? unfortunately
Disappointed someone close? yea
Hid a secret? yes
Pretended to be happy? im still pretending
Slept under the stars? no...
Met someone who changed your life? yeah but he left so quick.. i dont get it.
Changed your outlook on life? yes
Sat home all day doing nothing? all the time
Lost something expensive? um .. no
Learned something new about yourself? always
Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it? i dont know.. probably
Made a change in your life? i think so
Found out who your true friends were? yeah
Met great people? yea but he disappeared. i guess he wasnt so great.
Stayed up til sunrise? yes
Cried over the silliest thing? no?
Had friends who were drifting away from you? always
Spent most of your money on food? no... im on a diet
Gotten sick? yes
Liked more than 5 people at the same time? wow no
Became closer with a lot of people? nah.

----- another one ------

When did you meet the last female you texted? my house?
Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? totally
Are you currently looking forward to anything? yes...
Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight? yeah
Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them? no
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yea and love him to death :)
Do you care too much/not at all/just enough? too much about certain things
This time last year, can you remember who you liked? yeap
Who was the last person you went out to eat with? my girlfriends
Your phone is ringing. Its an ex. What do you say? hello?
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? everywhere.
Were you single on your last birthday? no
Are you anyones first love? i dont think so .
Did anything brighten up your day today? my sister
What is one thing that is currently bothering you? almost everything
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends? duno
When is the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends? duno
Do you want to cut your hair? i think so
Would you rather have roommates or live alone? live alone
Do you have any scars? yeah
Will you be in a relationship next month? i dont think so.
Do you remember who you liked three months ago? yes..
Has someone upset you in the past 48 hours? yea
What are you freakishly obsessed with? hahahaha...
What have you done today? eat. watch tv. bake cookies. make chicken wings. drink water and gatorade. laughed with my sister. facebook. surveys. reflection.
Who is the last person to irritate you? someone who shouldnt be irritating me in the first place.
What is the last thing you did before bed last night? brush my teeth
Is there someone who likes you? my parents, sister, friends, jesus\
What makes you happy? im not sure.

Is your profile private? yea

Do you trust people easily? not at all

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? yea

When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends? i dont really rank my friends

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? no..

How many true friends do you have? hard to say

The next time you will leave the city you're in? soon

Do you have feelings for anyone? im not sure

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? i love it.

First thing you do when you wake up in the morning? check my phone

Have you kissed someone in 2010 that means a lot to you? yeah

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy? right now.. my ex. i dont think i have a 'worst enemy'

Who was the last person that left you a comment? i dont know.

What's something you really want right now? yeah

Where do you go when you need to just get away? my room

Who was the last person to make fun of you? haha everyone.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? always

What is something weird you have done lately? i do something weird all the time

Do you ever wonder if the person standing next to you is a virgin or not? haha no wtf

If you were going to die in 10 seconds, what would be the last thing you said? im sorry

Who do you go to for advice the most? UHHHHHHHHHHHHH jesus. i just pray

Can money buy happiness? temporary happiness.

Do you think women should work or stay at home? both

What's the worst thing to happen to you today? nothing

Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe? yeah

Did you kiss or hug anyone today? my sister

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it? yea

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? my parents..

What's something that can always make you feel better? a hug and a kiss on the forehead

-----another one-------

1. What color is your underwear right now? white and pink

2. What are you listening to right now? footsteps

3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 34

4. What was the last thing you ate? cookie

5. If you were a crayon what color would you be? invisible

6. How is the weather right now? just ok

7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mom

8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? physical hotness

9. Favorite type of Food? italian, korean, american

10. Do you drink? no

11. Do you smoke? no

12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember? no

13.What color are your eyes? brown

15. Do you wear contacts? no

16. Single? yes

17. Favorite Month? i duno

18. Ever cried for no reason? no

19. Last Movie you watched? despicable me

20. Favorite day of the week? none

21. Are you too shy to ask someone out ? no

22. Hugs or Kisses? both

23. Chocolate or Vanilla? usually, vanilla

24. Do you want your friends to respond? well, i dont contact them to be ignored.

25. Who is most likely to respond? purva

26. Who is least likely to respond? im not going to say hahahah

27. What books are you reading? bible

28. Piercings? two

29. Favorite Movie? anything that makes me laugh

30. Favorite baseball team? i dont really like baseball

31. Any pets? fish and a bear

32. AIM? yes

33. Butter, Plain or salted popcorn? um... im not sure

34. Dogs or cats? puppies

35. Favorite flower? thats a secret.

36. Have you ever fired a gun? a bebe gun

37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? depends where im going and with who

38. Right handed or left handed? right

39. How many pillows do you sleep with? one

40. Are you missing someone? yea

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2010 ...
i turned 21 and didnt do anything with my horizontal license.
i went to bars and danced.
i went to cornerstone in cp for the first time.
i got my first C in the business school. damn you econ.
ive started to use foul language in my every day talk... no good.
i started to appreciate music more.
im single for the first time in 4 years.
i spent christmas and thanksgiving single for the first time in 4 years.
i didnt give anyone a christmas gift.
i started reading the bible again.
i lost 20 pounds and still going.
im highly fond of boys with motorcycles and tattoos and piercings.
i started to look for full time jobs.
ive gotten closer with my parents.
i went to atlantic city for the first time.
im starting to become a stronger person. letting go means deleting memories.
ive never cried myself to sleep so many nights in a row.
i realized i have high expectations... sometimes, too high.

2010, youve been a hard year for me. first semester of senior year was definitely not the easiest. you were full of heartaches and tears. ive only met one person who had a significant impact on my life... but he's gone. he's taught me to appreciate the arts more and to be a deeper person. but he doesnt want to be my friend so i'll leave it at that. ive learned to be a stronger person and i believe i can do anything. jesus has never left my side and he never will. i look forward to 2011 and most importantly, where i land for my full time position. goodbye 2010.. i will not miss you.

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