merry christmas eve.
sometimes, the meaning of life is so blurred. im laying in my friend's bed just chillin wondering what we're doing with our lives. i realized everything in life cant always be so fast paced and sometimes, we need to slow down and enjoy the more important things in life.. like quality time with the people you love the most.
i think im still healing but im not sure. it's difficult to tell. i know for sure the feelings arent there but breaking a routine is hard. i make a lot of mistakes but im grateful because i become a better person. when this is all over, i'll be stronger.
christmas day is always special but it's never a hugely celebrated day. my family doesnt do the traditional big christmas party... which is ok but once in a while, it'd be nice to have a big shabang with the entiree family.
i just watched the fireworks music video by katy perry. she's such a gorgeous girl.
losing weight is the best feeling in the world. 15 pounds to go and i think i'll be good.
i really want some ice cream right now.
my current __something i dont know what it is__: motorcycles. tattoos. music lover. pierced ears.
im pretty sure im losing my mind over something so ridiculous. i dont understand why i do certain things and i wish i would stop. self control. discipline.
life goes on. im thankful for the friends i have around me to help me through everything. rebounding is not healthy. loneliness hurts. life is too short to hold back. im going to do it.
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