Monday, January 31, 2011
1.31.2011 1:38pm
you never fail to amaze me. thank you. you have no idea how much i admire you. youre truly an inspiration to me. hopefully one day, i'll be able to share this with you
Sunday, January 30, 2011
1.31.2011 1:22AM
every night before i go to sleep, i lay in bed and reflect on my day. sometimes, i think about the happy moments... some nights, i worry about the stresses of tomorrow. lately, ive been doubting all the things in my life that i believed to be true. its so easy to be lured into a lie .. just because it sounds so much better than the truth. people always try to tell others what they want to hear so they can benefit from it. im guilty of this, too, but i dont know why it has to be like this. i guess there's no other answer than selfish greed.
now that i'm on the outside looking in, the inside looks like a stupid game people play.. the game i once played so well. being on the outside has taught me a lot about myself and the people around me. not a lot of people think with their heads. it seems to be all about self pleasure and bringing others down to be on top. happiness is patience. im stronger than i thought and im self-determined to conquer anything. i wont settles for less because it's not worth my time. those that really know what it means to love, know how to show it. family will always be family and they'll hold my hand when i start to fall.
some never take the time to step outside to see reality but, that's ok with me. some people live in a world of lies. they build pain on top of pain and it's such a horrible thing to watch. they tell themselves everything is fine and theyre being 'good' but is everything really perfect?
thank you for confirming my decision. every day that passes by, im grateful that things are unfolding the way they are. although you say you dont support it, i know that one day, you'll come to regret one part or another. i want you to know that my name isnt Stupid and you cant fool me. i hate to say this but i told you so - your actions always contradict your words. thank you for never changing and always being you... someone i could never spend the rest of my life with.
now that i'm on the outside looking in, the inside looks like a stupid game people play.. the game i once played so well. being on the outside has taught me a lot about myself and the people around me. not a lot of people think with their heads. it seems to be all about self pleasure and bringing others down to be on top. happiness is patience. im stronger than i thought and im self-determined to conquer anything. i wont settles for less because it's not worth my time. those that really know what it means to love, know how to show it. family will always be family and they'll hold my hand when i start to fall.
some never take the time to step outside to see reality but, that's ok with me. some people live in a world of lies. they build pain on top of pain and it's such a horrible thing to watch. they tell themselves everything is fine and theyre being 'good' but is everything really perfect?
thank you for confirming my decision. every day that passes by, im grateful that things are unfolding the way they are. although you say you dont support it, i know that one day, you'll come to regret one part or another. i want you to know that my name isnt Stupid and you cant fool me. i hate to say this but i told you so - your actions always contradict your words. thank you for never changing and always being you... someone i could never spend the rest of my life with.
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